a random post to welcome in 2012

and yeah, yeah, i know we're already ten days into it...so much for thinking i'd be a good little blogger and type a little every day. obviously that hasn't happened.

not only am i not being a good little blogger, but lately the daily stress has taken it's toll on me. something you need to know about me: when i'm stressed out sometimes i think bad words. i mean, i don't SAY them. but i'm not gonna lie. i can hear them inside my head. is it just as bad to have THOUGHT them if they aren't verbalized? probably...but i'm just being real, you know.

so last night i heard something that a friend was going through and it shocked me...i mean, you JUST NEVER KNOW what battles someone is fighting. love your friends, folks. smile. give hugs. say something nice. make people glad that they encountered you. you just never know when someone needs a little extra cheer.anyhow, my very first thought was HOLY...well...you know. insert blushing face here.


that's not even a phrase i normally think...or hear...and i don't ever say it. i swear. (pun intended...hee hee). but it was just the first thing that popped into my head.

after i had absorbed what this person had shared, i prayed for them (see, i'm not ALL bad???????). and then as i tried to go to sleep my mind started to wander.

i felt bad for thinking the whole holy bleep thing. and then i thought, what the heck (see, i'm being nice) does that even MEAN?

and that got me started on this next train of thought: if Jesus was completely God and completely man, do you think he had to...well...you know????? i mean, because that WOULD be holy (bleep). i mean he HAD to have, right? otherwise it would have been a major giveaway to all the other moms in the 'hood that something was different about Jesus right from the get go.

and if he DID, then was he ever sick? did Jesus get colds? did Jesus get the stomach bug? did Jesus ever get a zit? have a bad hair day? did Jesus have chicken pox? were chicken pox even around back then? did Jesus ever rough house and get a broken bone? if so, could he heal it himself? did people back then say GOD BLESS YOU when they sneezed? or is that a more current trend in common courtesy?

then i started thinking about how VERY random all of these thoughts were...and that's when it hit me that the word RAN-DOM and the word WIS-DOM both end in DUMB.

and that's when i decided i should probably really try to get some sleep because i was losing it.

so there you go. happy new year from me to you :)

may you never have to live a moment inside my brain.

lol.

xoxo.